Musing 3

The music of silence
The colour of thoughts
The depth of a tear
The smile of a broken heart

Some things can be sensed only in solitude

Musing2

I bet u all saw this in my about me section in orkut... One of the most touching songs I've heard... But is it right to feel like this about someone, who doesnt give a damn about you???

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Musing1

Disappointment is high when you have expectation... But when you lose something you are certain of getting, then its plain dejection... And what strikes me funny is the consoling part.. The ones who are actually happy that you are dejected, manage to put up a polite smile, tut tut and shake their heads dramatically, all the while, having a great laugh inside.. some don't give a damn about diplomacy and have a good laugh openly! Some say,"Life is not all that easy.. Afterall this was something small.. Why do you weep over such stupid things?"... They're right.. Its probably something small.. but in 'their' perception.. I personally feel that if weeping can something out of your system, weep as much as you want.. You'd feel much better when you are done..Some people advice, when you least feel like listening to their crapping.. Some sweet souls would listen patiently, knowing very well that their advice is not needed, ask you to stop crying soon, and empathize.. Such people are worth talking to(or rather weeping to) in such times... But it takes someone greater to tell you that, "Its bad I know, but trust me, this might be a blessing in disguise.. Why dont you wait a little longer and find out....".. True... Anything you are denied is for your own good.. Afterall God is like your Mom..."No eating too many chocolates" might sound painful but in the long run 'good teeth' make the denial worth it!

The new blog..

This blog is for my very close friends.. People who mean alot to be.. Some of those who've been worrying about me exposing my mood swings to everyone.. Since me and my mood swings are inseperable and I really need help to sort out my feelings.. This blog is just a more effective way for you to help me out and me to keep track of my eternal moodswings.. Hoping that you wouldn't find this an inconvenience...My other blog will still function(I guess..)